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Not insignificant to my God.

I don't have much to say about this. But being up so high opens up my vulnerability, lost in a landscape of rock. Being up here I am insignificant, not in a I don't matter way. But I take up less space I am small, open to fall, reliant upon others. I am reminded of Richard Rohr words I am not the most important thing in life. Not insignificant to my God. 


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  1. Forgive me for intruding, but I think the the agony burns everything away, leaving only the I and the Thou. And in the end that is what it is about.

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